Where do you take the strength from to get up in the morning? Is it the early sunrise, the promise of a new day? The beauty of nature or a piece of music? Do you run for the money to be able one day to live without worries or pain? Are you happy in your routine or do you feel you want to brake out? Do you work to reap the joy or praise of those you work for or with?

Where do you tap the energy to be happy? Is it a choice you make consciously? Every day?  There are so many unknown aspects about you.So little I know….

I wish we had talked more. Do you know that I am happy when you are? Do you know how much I need, crave to know that there is someone out there whom I can love?  And who  loves me back?  Does distance matter?

Do you know how often I wonder if this (us)  is true or real?  How often do I fail in my trust, I let you down, because of my insecurities?   I loose the connection…..

I sometimes loose myself in doubt, feel down.  Bad days and good days!  A lovely song on the radio, a smile in the street, a beautiful  setting in nature is what most often sets me back on track.

I love to love…